Erratic Emotions

Thank the Lord for warm weather and being able to feel the sun on my face.
It is hard, at times, to contain emotions. Especially when you really, really want something and don't want to get too excited about it in case it doesn't happen. I don't think it ever really works (containing the excitement) and is it really worth it? If let down, is it even worse that you didn't have those few glorious hours/days/months dreaming about if it came true?
Then again, I love to make up things. I love fictional things. I love imagining what the future might hold. I love thinking about all the different courses one could take. (shrug of the shoulders) Is it just in my personality?
Then again, I am extremely thankful for the weather that has allowed me to go on a walk for two entire days in a row (without feeling like death). Yea.