Happiness

Let me preface that I'm more of a roller-coaster emotion person than, say, otherwise. Yep. That was pretty much it. I've been trying to teach myself to feel the effect of the blessings that are poured down upon me, but it's been very hard in the past. It's still hard. Really hard. But I think I might be getting better at acknowledging disappointments without getting totally wrapped up in them... Not sure though. It's hard to not let the bad things get you down, but still be able to get all of the good feelings that happen when something good (although dumb and small, like the scanner at work getting fixed and working much better than before, hence I can hopefully finish my long-term project by then end of this week...) happens. Can it be done? I'm not sure, but I'm sure hoping it can because I love being able to fly in the wings of joy almost more than anything else, but would prefer to not get so frustrated/angry/sad when things don't go according to plan. Shrug of the shoulders. I'm just grateful that today has been very blessed and I've not only been able to acknowledge that, but I'm also "feeling" it. I hope the same is true for anyone who reads this.