what what?

Today the alarm didn't go off, so I had 9 minutes to get ready before leaving for work. Had pineapple and a Fiber Plus Antioxidants Chocolate Chip bar for breakfast (delicious) but then felt bad. No fun. I wish it was Friday at 4:45. I'm anticipating the weekend (hope the weather is nicer than they say it will be). I'm keeping my fingers crossed about the future and we'll just have to wait a few days to see what comes of it.

Torture

I just posted about things I'd rather have than being tortured. It's good to focus on the positives, right?
Seriously, though, it was a good weekend. A good portion of the time was taken up by coordinating food for 100 people (ended up being more like 50-60), but that's okay. Now I have lots of potatoes and I can have twice-baked potatoes and fried potatoes and potato fries and shrimp scampi, fried shrimp, shrimp kabobs (yes, I morphed).

Plus, I started cutting some more for my back garden and decided it'll be way too much work to dig a 1-2" trench. But that saves me time...I wonder how it will look once I'm done...

Weird Feelings

So I've been really wound-up lately. Like, last night I kept going and going and going trying to wear myself out, but it never came, so I finally went to bed at 1:00. Today, I feel like the energy is seeping out of my every pore, but am not sure what to do with it and I feel like my emotions are in overdrive. I'm glad I have feelings, but after reading the most recent series, I've found myself very disappointed in my lifestyle. I'm more selfish than I should be and impolite to the people I care the most about. What's up with that? It's inspiration to be more "me" but what if I can never measure up to who I'm supposed to be? Or, rather, I know I'll never measure up to who I want to be, but where's a good compromise?