Weird?

Is it TOTALLY weird or just sorta/pretty weird that, when I got my mortgage statement and envelope (to pay the mortgage for Sept) I got weirdly excited???

Greedy

I don't know why, but I've been getting the gimmies lately. Like, some of the things make some sort of sense (like spending almost $400 on diapers)...but then there are some things like this recurring, thick desire to buy a Prius. And, don't get me wrong, we own two cars. Granted, I refuse to drive "his" car b/c Goldilocks hates me and I hate her right back...but my car runs just fine and is in decently good condition. So why should I have this odd desire to get into massive amounts of debt for a car we don't need? It makes no sense, but is still there. Practicing self-control...but tempted to just go out and TEST DRIVE one because maybe that would satisfy the urge??? LOL

What what?

Granted, I'm not sure as I've never felt it before, but I MAY be feeling Yoda-Monster kick.

The first time it happened was on the plane ride home, but I wasn't sure if it's b/c the tummy was getting upset or what...but then it happened again yesterday several times. And here's all I can think of to compare it to... It's, like, the opposite of a cramp. For the first few months, the tummy was upset a lot of the time. Sometimes it would be roll-ey, sometimes it would be hot-owie, sometimes it would be really crampy, sometimes there just seemed to be a LOT of tension, etc. Well, this isn't painful at all...and it's not like a cramp...it's like the opposite of a cramp. So instead of feeling like my insides are somewhat collapsing on themselves/curling up into a ball, it feels like something's expanding quickly and then will stop. Weird. I guess we'll see next week at the ultrasound if that is, in fact, what it is or not...although I'm not sure if/when it will happen again.

Plus, I guess today marks 19 weeks. Thank God I'm about half-way there to meeting my wee-one.